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I just barely got out of a relationship and i was feelin great. i didnt think i needed
anybody to make me happy but then it hit me..i was alone, sad and depressed. I was like this for a while. So then one day
i was on myspace and decided to check this girl out. She seemed oh so interesting to me. Her name is Jessica. And
she lived real close. But i was too nervous to talk to her so i didnt. A couple days passed and i got something from
her. I was very excited. I fell hard and fast. I didnt think it could ever happen. I never knew what true love was until that
moment. That first "hello". So after a couple days, we started talkin on the phone. Our first night we were up til 4 am talkin.
Then after a week, she finally asked me out. Of course i was gonna say yes! Not long after us talkin, the people i lived with
were getting very annoyed with me bein on the phone all the time. So my "legal gaurdian" at the time suggested we actually
meet. So she took me to Jessica's house to pick her up to stay with me for the weekend. Right when she got in the car, i froze. I
did NOT know what to say. I felt like crying. I wanted to tell her all kinds of things. I wanted to hug her. But i didnt.
I just sat there like a stone. Smelling her scent, old spice n big red. The ride home was crazy. Very few words were
exchanged. At home we barely did anything. We sat alot. This dude i was livin with, Kevin, must have seen how bored we was
so he offered us weed. We accepted of course. So yeah we got stoned. Not long after, my hormones started actin up. I wanted
Jessica so bad. But i still did nothing. We stayed up most of the night and went to mcdonalds the next day cuz once again,
we got high and wanted food. We sat outside on some stairs. Jessica one up behind me. Then out of nowhere, she started kissin
my neck. I swear i creamed my pants. It was amazing. One of the greatest feelings ever. So then bunches of cars pull up. I
forgot my aunt was having a babyshower party for a friend. None of my family knew about me. They did after that day. My aunt
was getting all kinds of questions like "Is that Jennifers girlfriend?" Soon enough the day ended and we had to take
Jessica back home. I was crushed. We sat close on the way to her house. We held hands. We were nearing her house. We was staring
into each others eyes most of the way there. Then just as we were almost there, i kissed her. She kissed me back. We was startin
to get into it but my aunt asked which house it was and we pulled away. I seen the anger in Jessica's eyes. But she responded,
we stopped we kissed quickly,said bye and she got out. Ive never been so happy in my life. From then on, she came over
every weekend for a while and then i started goin to her house..but thats another story.. *wink*
::NEXT-OUR FIRST TIME::
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